半夜了，我睡不到。。
我一静下来，脑海里全都是很negative的东西。
所以，我爬起来。
外公，会很痛吗？要撑着，你知道我们有多想替你分担那些痛楚。
真的对不起，很对不起，很对不起，
每次你对我说，我小时候的事情，
我都在敷衍你，总是嫌你很罗嗦，
因为你每次重复了又重复。
可是我知道，你疼我，把我所有大大小小的事情记得一清二楚，
不是你每次说给我听，我也不知道我小时候的事。
我不会再这样的了，你快点起来，我真的以后会悉心听你每一句话！
外公，你是我的偶像你知道吗？
你读书不多，可是你终生都在不断学习，吸收新的资讯，
你懂很多道理，小时候叫我不偏食，
坚持不烟不酒不赌，不骗不偷不坏。
你为人正直，我真的会感到很光荣，
作村长得到很多人的爱戴，
一直到退休，还是很多人赞扬你，
人家问我是谁，
我说我是杨坤荣的外孙女，他们都知道是谁，
我真的很以你为荣。。
你的肺部流血了，所以要插喉管，
我知道会很辛苦的了，
外公，没关系，你一直是大丈夫，
可以挨得过去的！
不要让我失望，okay???
妈妈，大舅小舅阿姨，
会一直在你身边保护你。
我也会一直保护着你。
30.5.11
28.5.11
grandpa
i need a place to express my feeling
cant at facebook, i got no way to express it.
when i need frens even my housemate, only realize that im all alone in my room.
is that feeling always appear in my life?
im so afraid of my phone, i scare the phone ringing and then a bad news come to me.
im sick of it.
i need someone that i can talk to, but i dn wish to bring trouble to u guys,
i wanna solve it by myself, but i afraid i couldnt.
always so helpless when relatives facing problems,
always hopeless too.
like out of control,
i cant stop to think negative things,
this accident damn so serious!
i telling myself, be calm, be calm,
but when only i can do so?..
i cant fall to sleep
i cant relax my nerve
i hate this world sometimes,
we does love our family, relatives, frens
but why gives us so much suffers
i cant take it easy
i cant just sit there and wait for news
2mr early morning will rush to temerloh with sis
yes, san, just not a big deal,
u cant cry in front of sis, mama, and grandpa
NO crying face
God, sorry didnt pray so hard before but praying hardly now when i am down
yea, God, love me, love my grandpa
please bless my grandpa.
grandpa, please hear me,
be strong
i always by ur side
stay with you always
and love you always.
cant at facebook, i got no way to express it.
when i need frens even my housemate, only realize that im all alone in my room.
is that feeling always appear in my life?
im so afraid of my phone, i scare the phone ringing and then a bad news come to me.
im sick of it.
i need someone that i can talk to, but i dn wish to bring trouble to u guys,
i wanna solve it by myself, but i afraid i couldnt.
always so helpless when relatives facing problems,
always hopeless too.
like out of control,
i cant stop to think negative things,
this accident damn so serious!
i telling myself, be calm, be calm,
but when only i can do so?..
i cant fall to sleep
i cant relax my nerve
i hate this world sometimes,
we does love our family, relatives, frens
but why gives us so much suffers
i cant take it easy
i cant just sit there and wait for news
2mr early morning will rush to temerloh with sis
yes, san, just not a big deal,
u cant cry in front of sis, mama, and grandpa
NO crying face
God, sorry didnt pray so hard before but praying hardly now when i am down
yea, God, love me, love my grandpa
please bless my grandpa.
grandpa, please hear me,
be strong
i always by ur side
stay with you always
and love you always.
28。5。2011
女人开始怀疑男人：其实你爱另一个女人！
其实男人没有：我还爱你！
女人失去了对男人的信任，无时无刻都在骂：你爱上她了！
男人渐渐生气，伤心，怀疑：也许我们真的不适合，我真的喜欢她吧。
女人无言跌坐在地。。
其实女人太过疑虑，把这观念灌输了男人脑里，久而久之，男人不禁会怀疑其实女人说的是对的，也许他已不爱她，爱上另一个她。。
哈哈！这个故事，是我在读Law时，突发奇想的。（为什么和Law没关系呀？）
爱一个人，如果不够耐心，会很累。
怀疑，真的是个毒药，任何情侣中了这毒，都会元气大伤。
要多久才弥补创伤？
话说我家，走了两个来了两个，
两个小弟弟。
一个是Mentakab Kia,
一个是才华洋溢的Selangor Kia,
才华洋溢的是Hin,
我不是喜欢他，而是衷心的佩服他，欣赏他，
会弹guitar,写词作曲，唱歌一流好听！
他的前途备受看好，应该是王力宏第二代吧~~哈！
想想他以后或许会成名，现在赶快索取签名，哈哈！！
是不是pahang kia 都那么害羞？
想当年我刚来KL,我也是很拘谨害怕这世界。
这didi太害羞了！哈哈！！
全家都爱逗弄他，看他脸红！
阿哈哈哈哈！！
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