19.6.11

爸爸,外公,公公,姐夫节快乐!

外公,父亲节快乐 
祝您早日康复!




语毕,话说我最近,

可以用‘’来形容吗?

读书实在不是我的饭,

我吃不下,消不去~

只是个mid-term,我快要凋谢了!

因为我是一朵美丽的牡丹花~哈哈哈!

Law 这个东西好 terrible and horrible!

每个人为之疯狂~

日夜颠倒,不分昼夜,就为了摸清它。



动不动就:我要sue你!

I♥Law
please love me too



10.6.11

3rd week

again...grandpa fainted at home.
juz off to home, less than 24 hours..
 GOD!! i pray hard! ok!
pls, hear me and give me more energy to take this.
why so cruel..
everything is look so fine but it si just not ok, not OK!
i knw, grandpa get recover very fast,
1 week then doctor let him bec home,
but he juz cant recognize all of us,
so what now???
even my mother, my grandma, he oso failed recognize..
i wonder if he keep this situation forever, how much hurt we gonna take?
god, i believe in u now,
YOU are the one i can trust to,
when i get lost, i hoping u supply energy and power to me.
when i scared, i'll pray.
now, i totally lost my way.
grandpa still can spoke with me,
like we used to.
grandpa, i trusted you, don't ever fail me,
lift ur power to infinity,
u always can do what u want to do,
u never said u can't,
remember?
that is what u tought me!!!!
prove to me!
if what u said is right,
prove it to me!

grandpa, i loves you and will do forever.

6.6.11

第9天

短短一个星期,心情起伏很大,
曾经,很伤心很伤心,
心痛的感觉真不好受,
真的觉得像世界末日。

一个星期后,看着外公慢慢康复,
我的心情也逐渐开朗,
外公很坚强哦!


星期五我没上课,回temerloh,
当晚是我守夜照顾外公。
是很累,可是不会有睡的欲望,
就是不敢睡,
因为外公很顽皮,会趁我不注意偷偷拉开氧罩,
可是我都没睡,我坐在一旁,
“外公。。。。”
外公悄悄又把手缩回去。
哈哈哈!




我知道很不舒服的,
有个东东盖着脸,然后不能刷牙,冲凉,洗头,
所以我会一直讲笑分散你的注意力咯,
我知道你会介意,
我是女生,我照顾你很奇怪,
然后也会觉得拖累我们,
不要我们挨夜,
我知道的,
可是你也要知道,
我们几时说过你是负担?
我们有觉得麻烦吗?
没有没有,外公,
我们很爱你,
不会把一个我们疼爱的人当成负累,
我很心甘情愿的要照顾你。
我是那么的讨厌肮脏,有稍微洁癖的人,
可是照顾你,我完完全全没有想过哪些问题。
你要吐痰没有力气,
我没想过卫不卫生,
我就用纸巾帮你清干净,
我只知道我不要你觉得不舒服。



外公,如果你也疼我们,
就快点吃多多,快快好!
这样折腾了一个星期,
你真的瘦了很多,
要快快补回来!!